Sometimes i really wonder if i should even be in a relationship. I dont regret thou. But the things i do just torture my other half. Sigh. Im sincerely trying to change. And its not easy. Im just so used to doing things myself. Goin To have to tell another my problems makes me feel like Im just burden-ing someone else wit my problems. I tried telling that Im down wit the flu. And i feel bad that someone else has to know about it and prolly worry himself about myself. I'll bag the world's worst gf award if there's such a thing. Sigh. Why Jo why? i shouldn't have gone into this. To torture someone that would be an ideal partner to most.
P.s. I hate myself for doing things like this too.
Wednesday, February 02, 2011
8:21 PM
Sometimes i really wonder if i should even be in a relationship. I dont regret thou. But the things i do just torture my other half. Sigh. Im sincerely trying to change. And its not easy. Im just so used to doing things myself. Goin To have to tell another my problems makes me feel like Im just burden-ing someone else wit my problems. I tried telling that Im down wit the flu. And i feel bad that someone else has to know about it and prolly worry himself about myself. I'll bag the world's worst gf award if there's such a thing. Sigh. Why Jo why? i shouldn't have gone into this. To torture someone that would be an ideal partner to most.
P.s. I hate myself for doing things like this too.
femme.
joanne.
going 23 (i actually had to use a calculator). totally abhors people wit no originality.
so much love.
my family.
siva :)
food!
denise:)
friends.
latest.
right people. my birthday's coming!
16th august. HAHA.
