Thursday, May 24, 2007

i hate the way things are right now. my goodness!
i cant stand it anymore! im like a stupid little child sulking. i really wish to tell you. like really. but how to? when the timing and everything is just not coming my way:( forget it. like how i always have no choice but to just wait for everything to pass. okay. my bloggings sound kinda senseless. but. i just needa pour everything out. but.. how? dammit. how i wish i could actually dig my own heart out, and, erase everything on it. i wanna forgot some things. but i dont wanna get amnesia. i dont wanna forget ---. i would just wanna remember you as a fren. like now. but forget all the stuffs we eva said. i wanna forget empty promises. i wanna forget everything about --- and watt you said. but i dont wanna forget ---. oh shit. so contridicting. watteva it is. i just wanna remember the 2 of us, like now. frens. nothing else. that would be so much better. goodness. ive never felt myself feeling like this before? --- becoz i feel too hair standing to say it out. hahaha. im weird la okay. i cant bring myself to say watt i really feel becoz i think somethings are too hair standing. so. better not say. hahaha. told you im weird. oh gosh. alright. gimme that guy i sometimes bump into, and im a happy woman. haha. im dreaming la. freaking shit. i dont deserve anything good can. all my life, things have been and are just going down. prolly only once in 100 times, something good happens. like watt? im clueless about it either! watt im feeling is just like, how you feel when u celebrate birthdays alone. hah. how does it feel, i dont know. coz i always have ppl there for my birthday. hahahahaha. and the only thing is that, you just wonder who's gonna be there for the next. heeheehaahaahaa. surprise surprise. goodness. im so freaking complacent. wait one year when god punish me, not only must i celebrate birthday alone, go shopping and anywhere, also one person sia! oh my. cannot cannot. hope my frens wont forget me! hahahaha.

Thursday, May 24, 2007

i hate the way things are right now. my goodness!
i cant stand it anymore! im like a stupid little child sulking. i really wish to tell you. like really. but how to? when the timing and everything is just not coming my way:( forget it. like how i always have no choice but to just wait for everything to pass. okay. my bloggings sound kinda senseless. but. i just needa pour everything out. but.. how? dammit. how i wish i could actually dig my own heart out, and, erase everything on it. i wanna forgot some things. but i dont wanna get amnesia. i dont wanna forget ---. i would just wanna remember you as a fren. like now. but forget all the stuffs we eva said. i wanna forget empty promises. i wanna forget everything about --- and watt you said. but i dont wanna forget ---. oh shit. so contridicting. watteva it is. i just wanna remember the 2 of us, like now. frens. nothing else. that would be so much better. goodness. ive never felt myself feeling like this before? --- becoz i feel too hair standing to say it out. hahaha. im weird la okay. i cant bring myself to say watt i really feel becoz i think somethings are too hair standing. so. better not say. hahaha. told you im weird. oh gosh. alright. gimme that guy i sometimes bump into, and im a happy woman. haha. im dreaming la. freaking shit. i dont deserve anything good can. all my life, things have been and are just going down. prolly only once in 100 times, something good happens. like watt? im clueless about it either! watt im feeling is just like, how you feel when u celebrate birthdays alone. hah. how does it feel, i dont know. coz i always have ppl there for my birthday. hahahahaha. and the only thing is that, you just wonder who's gonna be there for the next. heeheehaahaahaa. surprise surprise. goodness. im so freaking complacent. wait one year when god punish me, not only must i celebrate birthday alone, go shopping and anywhere, also one person sia! oh my. cannot cannot. hope my frens wont forget me! hahahaha.

joanne.

going 23 (i actually had to use a calculator).
totally abhors people wit no originality.

my family.
siva :)
food!
denise:)
friends.

right people. my birthday's coming!
16th august. HAHA.

i wanna be a baker, one day.

i love:
`:food.
`:clothes&shoes!
`:TENNIS*

i dont know if they still exist! :p
ladies first;
above all-my YEGG:))))
young denise;)
eileen-eating kaki.
eileen
huda:))
jess
verni

hot topic; nothing's hot at the moment

then gentlemen;
nothing!