so freaking bored. people please save me. everyone else is like studying. except me. hah. so early and hungry. hmm. im so bored. im so bored. oh damm. dont you just tend to think alot when you're alone? hah. like, having steadies has its pros and cons actually. okay la. becoz they can acc you when you're alone, be there for you when u need em, love you more than anyone else, give you the attention you need, make you feel like you're on top of the world, then, throw you down from the highest building. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. okay. that wasnt really needed but i just yup. hah. not having a boyfren is good too. the reason is simple. there's no need to explain anything no matter where you are. aiya. i think im mad. maybe its becoz im such an old hag thats why i seem to be against having a boyfren. hah. but sometimes, decisions are so hard to be made. esp the kind where you know you cannot regret making that decision. hmm. this is how it is sometimes la, wit the person you like. like for eg, i know i'll be seeing you later at a frens' party and i so look forward to going. but when we're there, somehow, we dont talk. why? i dont know. i wish i had the guts. but, i dont. therefore, we can actually spend the whole night sitting around each other wit other frens, but we dont talk not one word to each other. we talk to everyone else there except each other. why. why. why. fcuk. it took me so long to realise that i like you. and now, god's punishing me. becoz, i fall for you finally, only to know that you belong to someone else already. and that someone is not me. screw my life.
Saturday, April 21, 2007
8:05 AM
so freaking bored. people please save me. everyone else is like studying. except me. hah. so early and hungry. hmm. im so bored. im so bored. oh damm. dont you just tend to think alot when you're alone? hah. like, having steadies has its pros and cons actually. okay la. becoz they can acc you when you're alone, be there for you when u need em, love you more than anyone else, give you the attention you need, make you feel like you're on top of the world, then, throw you down from the highest building. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. okay. that wasnt really needed but i just yup. hah. not having a boyfren is good too. the reason is simple. there's no need to explain anything no matter where you are. aiya. i think im mad. maybe its becoz im such an old hag thats why i seem to be against having a boyfren. hah. but sometimes, decisions are so hard to be made. esp the kind where you know you cannot regret making that decision. hmm. this is how it is sometimes la, wit the person you like. like for eg, i know i'll be seeing you later at a frens' party and i so look forward to going. but when we're there, somehow, we dont talk. why? i dont know. i wish i had the guts. but, i dont. therefore, we can actually spend the whole night sitting around each other wit other frens, but we dont talk not one word to each other. we talk to everyone else there except each other. why. why. why. fcuk. it took me so long to realise that i like you. and now, god's punishing me. becoz, i fall for you finally, only to know that you belong to someone else already. and that someone is not me. screw my life.
femme.
joanne.
going 23 (i actually had to use a calculator). totally abhors people wit no originality.
so much love.
my family.
siva :)
food!
denise:)
friends.
latest.
right people. my birthday's coming!
16th august. HAHA.
