aloha people. haha.
have been stuck at home. nothing to do. the rain just dampens people's mood. arghh. why does it rain so much?! every single day. and the worst part, i feel so sadistic. the phone never rings or show me a name that might bring on a smile.
today's topic.
how do you know if you're ready for something? hah. actually, its kinda scary to be in a relationship leh. heh.
why do you wanna have a girlfren/
boyfren?
this is my point of view okay. haha. you just know that:
- he/she just belongs to you.
(other than his/her family ah)
-he/she loves you
-everytime you need someone, you know who's there for you.
-confident.
(not confidence yea. say it like, con-fy-dent.hah)
-he/she never fails to make you smile, your angerness just like poof when you see him/her.
-someone where you can complain all the shit to them. haha.
guess thats watt i can think of.
i thought of this becoz on tv just now for tyra show,
today's topic was about: watt is the real reason that he/she breaks up wit you? 3 girls got on the show and faced their ex boyfrens and listen to the reasons about why they broke. golly. they're really brave! they just sat there and listen to the reasons. some were really like so embarressed la. if im the girl, i would wanna borrow a paperbag. imagine, on NATIONAL TV!! oh my. some of the reasons were becoz the girlfrens vented their anger on them. people, i tell you ah. if im complaining right, doesnt mean im venting my anger ya! haha. i just needa let it out or watt. so, i tend to like go crazy, shout for 5 mins and im much better. haha. so, just lemme go mad for a while. haha. i wont vent anger on people, coz.... only food makes me feel so much more appeased! hahaha! but afta i watched the tyra show, i felt that, maybe frens are much better? haha. i guess. coz denise and i always complain non-stop to each other and we wont break up over that. haha. after the complains, done! 5 mins later, its forgotten! yay! haha. but in another point of view, not all girlfrens/boyfrens are like that right? im sure that there're really nice boyfrens rite. haha. okay la. i shall not talk about watt i cant get. hah. sounds abit contradicting ah.
back to being at home, watching tv the whole day la! haha. and eating, or maybe, more like binge-ing. freak. i was this bored, let me tell you. while watching tv and thinking watt food do i have to eat next, i recalled that i hid a packet of marshmellow in the cupboard(back-up lah). HAHAHAH. started eating it. then, decided after a while that i wanna go freeze the marshmellow before eating it again. so, put it in the freezer. and continued watching tv. 15 mins later, took it out, ate it and felt that it was a lil too hard to be consumed as marshmellows, so, the tot of putting it in the microwave just suddenly came up like POP! haha. was like hehehehe. then, placed the whole packet in the mw, high heat, 10 mins. BUT, only 12 sec have passed when i saw the whole packet in the mw foaming up and like foaming outta the bag! shit. opened it and like realised the bag melted together wit the marshmellows. watt the hell!! only 12 seconds leh! some more make the mw so sticky. sia la. then no marshmellows to eat lor.. PLUS, must wash the mw the thing inside. HAIYO. ass lor. i got no food to eat now! arrrrr!!
p.s. somehow, the heart feels really heavy.
binge only when something's wrong, but somehow, this bingeing problem is getting really bad and its happening so often. why?
