ever since wednesday, 22nd february, 1430pm.. eva since that, everything that you see of joanne tee is all facades. my feelings, my expressions, everything.. i wanna turn the clock.. turn it back to tuesday.. then i would have stopped everything that was going to happen.. but no.. i couldnt.. things have changed.. and i really mean tremendously.. everything is so different now. everything.. i try to smile, laugh, be crazy like the last time. but it seems so hard to now.. unless i know the outcome, if not, i might stay like this for the rest of my life.. please please give me some time okay? i wanna be the joanne i used to be too..
p.s. i hate loneliness. i dont want it to come to me.. but i can sense it coming..
amy, anthony, joshua, sotong, ber and jessica..today, you guys really made me laugh. your actions and everything. afta this lil while, i finally could laugh out a lil thanks to you=) eileen, joan, diana and jacqueline, thanks for the company, really nice of you all=)
denise, i know you're not feeling well today.. please take alotta care okay? i really want you to recover soon! i miss u alot!! please take care okay? i rem all that you've said to me.. thank you..
i really dont know watt to say, but to all, a very big thank you. i really hope this matter will pass soon.. really.. then i can be myself again.. time is all i want and need.. i love you all very very much..
Saturday, February 25, 2006
1:24 PM
my happy lives are over.
ever since wednesday, 22nd february, 1430pm.. eva since that, everything that you see of joanne tee is all facades. my feelings, my expressions, everything.. i wanna turn the clock.. turn it back to tuesday.. then i would have stopped everything that was going to happen.. but no.. i couldnt.. things have changed.. and i really mean tremendously.. everything is so different now. everything.. i try to smile, laugh, be crazy like the last time. but it seems so hard to now.. unless i know the outcome, if not, i might stay like this for the rest of my life.. please please give me some time okay? i wanna be the joanne i used to be too..
p.s. i hate loneliness. i dont want it to come to me.. but i can sense it coming..
amy, anthony, joshua, sotong, ber and jessica..today, you guys really made me laugh. your actions and everything. afta this lil while, i finally could laugh out a lil thanks to you=) eileen, joan, diana and jacqueline, thanks for the company, really nice of you all=)
denise, i know you're not feeling well today.. please take alotta care okay? i really want you to recover soon! i miss u alot!! please take care okay? i rem all that you've said to me.. thank you..
i really dont know watt to say, but to all, a very big thank you. i really hope this matter will pass soon.. really.. then i can be myself again.. time is all i want and need.. i love you all very very much..
femme.
joanne.
going 23 (i actually had to use a calculator). totally abhors people wit no originality.
so much love.
my family.
siva :)
food!
denise:)
friends.
latest.
right people. my birthday's coming!
16th august. HAHA.
