i've finally thought it through=) you seem to be enjoying yourself; creating and spreading rumours and stories about everyone to anyone, except yourself, of coz. well. im just gonna wait and see how long your childish acts are gonna last. wanna sound like the poor lil soul? go ahead. if people choose to believe you and hate me, so be it. till the very last moment, the truth will come to light, and when that happens, dont hide. coz it'll just cause you more humiliation. im already used to the way you treat people. im not gonna fall for the same old trick. i tried warning, but none believed. thinking that im the devil, everyone drifted from me. its okay i tell myself, someday, they all will realise everything, but by then, hope its not too late yet. people look at me with doubts, i dont care. i shall let them all believe you and hate me. why? becoz the more i care, the happier you get. why should i upset myself and satisfy your needs to be happy? to see me upset will give you the feeling of accomplishment, so, why should i let you feel like you've managed to spite me? even so, i wouldnt show. to be honest, you're like a plague, a gadfly. causing everyone unhappiness, making everyone sick, causing miseries, making everyone fall apart with each other. for now, i wont try to say anything to defend myself, becoz the more i say, the more trust people will lose in me, thinking that im oni telling tales and creating stories to defend myself. so for now, you shall be granted to do whateva you want. but still, i pray for you. before its too late, realise your mistake. you'll be doing yourself a great favour. dont behave like the world owes you a living and you ought to be treated like a princess. you're not worth so classy treatments. walk around like a peacock, thats how you're behaving. well well. how long can you stay like this? im not sure but im sure of one thing.. which is, being complacent cant get you far.. you might be able to cross a lake but you can easily fall into the sea. its only a matter of time.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
5:57 PM
@0259.
i've finally thought it through=) you seem to be enjoying yourself; creating and spreading rumours and stories about everyone to anyone, except yourself, of coz. well. im just gonna wait and see how long your childish acts are gonna last. wanna sound like the poor lil soul? go ahead. if people choose to believe you and hate me, so be it. till the very last moment, the truth will come to light, and when that happens, dont hide. coz it'll just cause you more humiliation. im already used to the way you treat people. im not gonna fall for the same old trick. i tried warning, but none believed. thinking that im the devil, everyone drifted from me. its okay i tell myself, someday, they all will realise everything, but by then, hope its not too late yet. people look at me with doubts, i dont care. i shall let them all believe you and hate me. why? becoz the more i care, the happier you get. why should i upset myself and satisfy your needs to be happy? to see me upset will give you the feeling of accomplishment, so, why should i let you feel like you've managed to spite me? even so, i wouldnt show. to be honest, you're like a plague, a gadfly. causing everyone unhappiness, making everyone sick, causing miseries, making everyone fall apart with each other. for now, i wont try to say anything to defend myself, becoz the more i say, the more trust people will lose in me, thinking that im oni telling tales and creating stories to defend myself. so for now, you shall be granted to do whateva you want. but still, i pray for you. before its too late, realise your mistake. you'll be doing yourself a great favour. dont behave like the world owes you a living and you ought to be treated like a princess. you're not worth so classy treatments. walk around like a peacock, thats how you're behaving. well well. how long can you stay like this? im not sure but im sure of one thing.. which is, being complacent cant get you far.. you might be able to cross a lake but you can easily fall into the sea. its only a matter of time.
femme.
joanne.
going 23 (i actually had to use a calculator). totally abhors people wit no originality.
so much love.
my family.
siva :)
food!
denise:)
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latest.
right people. my birthday's coming!
16th august. HAHA.
